When we look into our confused selves, we often retreat outwards. Out of fear, of denial, perhaps shame. Are we really such howling messes? It can't be. Not happy, shiny us! So we continue running in circles around ourselves, hoping to keep it together, hoping it'll pass, hoping noone sees.
But at some point, you kinda have to sit still. Let it out, show your inner Hulk (or any random tormented superhero you think you are). Let whatever colours you really have in you shine. And so what if you're green and not following the rules?
So. Am going to stop running in circles. I'm not sure where to go next. In squares? But that's ok. Cos must learn to sit still mah. Allow my inner Phoenix to come out. Hopefully I don't commit genocide like the actual Phoenix did.
Dear Universe, Just one wish (for me and Bon). That whatever decision we make, it will always turn out well. And that everyone stays happy and healthy and full of joy.
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